I AM SAD.

And suddenly the world is compressed, like it was always like that. Never huge. Or maybe my thoughts are forcing it to shrink. The feeling of tiredness, anxiety and alone-ness all together are pushing and pulling the boundaries surrounding my entire world.

There’s no one around me although I can see a lot of human beings telling me that they are my first relatives, but No, they don’t know what’s burning in my head, what’s pushing me towards the hole, the deep dense black hole. They don’t know what dreams I see, what horrifies me the most.

I’ve got tired of people telling me that’s it’s just a phase of life, that maybe you’re tensed because of your studies or maybe because of your desires to become something more.

I don’t know what’s telling me to disappear or to vanish like the fire that burned those leaves a while ago. My sky is dark but there’s nothing behind it, my heart is hollow but there’s no guilt inside it.

I just don’t know the reason of my sadness. Maybe I just another psycho.

~lunatic

Shades Of The Same Colour.

And we’re all just the different hues of a same colour.

Yet, we feel different. Maybe because we are different but same. Same because we share the same molecular make-up.

We have got the same contents in our dna but the different genes.

We’re not actually who we are or who we pretend to be. We see the same sky, same stars, we’re all rotating together, all on the same planet. But the point is; we all have different point of view. Maybe the sky is huge for you but for me it’s limited.

The difference lies in how we perceive things. Look at the stars and you’d notice their twinkle and some of you’d notice how gigantic they are but how tiny they appear. And this is how we as a human, manipulate things accordingly. Just the way we want them to be.

The colour is just blue. But we made different shades out of it. Just because that’s how we see them. The royal, the sky, the navy all- are blue but to us they’re different. Just like humans are all same with same things. Like we all have skin, we all have hair or eyes or feet or heart. But the difference is in the colour of skin, hair-long/short, or the heart- broken or not.

We’ll have brain approximately equal in size. Still we have different thoughts. Different views, different favourites, different emotions.

This is what we are. Shades, but of the same colour.

#colour #differences #humannature #life #whatmakesusdifferent #lifeiscolours

The Journey Begins

Thanks for joining me!

Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton